Monday, April 4, 2011
Applications
I just applied to UT Knoxville. How crazy would it be if I just came home? Last year I felt like coming back to Knoxville was "giving up" and that Knoxville would seem boring and suffocating. Now I realize that it takes a lot more guts to admit to yourself what actually does make you happy, which is warm weather, open space, and a nice view of the mountains (oh yeah, and my amazing friends ;). I'm trying to be really honest with myself--"what is it that will make me happy?" Even if I did come home, I don't regret coming to OSU. I learned SO much here by the shear fact that life really had it ready for me when I arrived and I had to adjust, and quickly. I don't think I could have gotten that from Knoxville. I feel like I've paid my "life experience" dues and that it would be okay for me to come back now if I decided to. We'llllll see.
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yay! I know that I am so happy that you made this decision and I hope it was your own decision :) I know how hard we all try to get you back in Knoxville. I remember hating Knoxville after we all graduated and it hit me now that there is still a lot of living, and growing that I can do here, before I reach my late 20's. I was so jealous when you got to get out of here, but I know it was a nessecary step for you. I love you! and keep me updated on the news :)
ReplyDelete:) thanks love! I haven't made my final decision yet but I'm definitely thinking about it.
ReplyDeleteNo one would blame you for coming back! And of course, no one would judge you for staying in Ohio. Except for me, because I want you all to myself here in Ktown so we can make marvelous scenes together once more.
ReplyDeleteJk, you know I support you in whatever you decide! <3